[smear:#19e6b1]I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath Scared to rock the boat and make a mess So I sat quietly, agreed politely I guess that I forgot I had a choice I let you push me past the breaking point I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything You held me down, but I got up (hey) Already brushing off the dust You hear my voice, you hear that sound Like thunder, gonna shake the ground You held me down, but I got up (hey) Get ready 'cause I've had enough I see it all, I see it now I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter Dancing through the fire 'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar Louder, louder than a lion 'Cause I am a champion, and you're gonna hear me roar Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh You're gonna hear me roar[/smear:#d019e6:0]
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Basics
Full Name | Jessica Maria Delancey Nicknames | Jess Birthday | January 11th Gender | Female Sexuality | Straight Occupation | Student Grade | College Freshman Age | 18 Club Affiliation | Washington SOA Charter Relationship | Dating Rade Nathan Morrow
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Appearance
Face Claim | Shailene Woodley Eye Color | Brown Hair Color | Red at the moment, and really long. Skin Color | White and tanned Scars/Markings | A spider tattoo I got when I turned eighteen on my arm Build | Curvy
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Personality
Love It! •
+ Riding my motorcycle I begged my dad for. + The Sons of Anarchy + Going to the clubhouse with the guys + Being a part of the Jr club! + Spiders because they fascinate me. + My family including my new found older brother Blaine Jacob Delancey.
Hate It! •
- Seeing someone hurt. - That the officer who helped me was killed by the shooters at the school shooting. - Someone picking on my siblings. - Sweetbutts - Spinach with a passion. - Girls who just want to be my friend to get to my brothers or guy friends.
Strengths and Weaknesses •
+ My family + My friends + The club - My family - My friends - Not wanting help usually.
Fears •
• Losing one of my friends or family. • Not knowing where anyone is during a crisis. • Hearing gunshots especially when they are close .
Dreams •
• Having a good life with Rade Nathan Morrow. • Having children with Rade one day.
Full Personality: •
I'm pretty independent and speak my mind. I don't let anyone bully me and stick up for those being bullied. I've come home with a few bloody noses. If I see something I want I work for it. I don't expect it handed to me on a silver platter either. I can also be sarcastic so you better watch out. I'm definitely outgoing and try to break my own boundaries.
I was born in New York City my mom's first child, but my dad's third child. He was married before and had my older sister Jayden and my older brother Logan with Alex who was my mom's best friend. She was shot while on the job and they took my brother Logan c-section to save them, but his mom died. My mom stepped in to help out and her and my dad ended up falling in love with one another. I was born a few years later to them. Then came my brother Daniel, and then my sister, Grace.
I grew up hanging around boys with a brother right before me and right after so I didn't have that many girl friends. I was more into the rough tumble stuff instead of dolls and stuff like that I played football and not the touch football full on tackle with the boys and other sports. I wasn't afraid to get hurt.
I grew up with my older brothers friends hanging around and in turn their siblings. Which included my best friend Tyler Williams. He's a senior at school just like I am. Daniel who is a junior hangs with us as well. We love going to the clubhouse with Tyler who always ends up there. Which our older brother Logan hates. He's a son of Anarchy himself like Tyler's older brother and friends with all of them.
Right now I'm hold up back stage after the damn play I had to be on. Shots had been heard and we all hid. I was terrified hearing screams of my classmates in the hallways and the gunshots going off right and left. My brother Daniel was on the other side of the school. I wasn't able to get to him at all, and I had no idea where Tyler was. I was hoping all the grade school kids had made it out of the school before the shooting started as well. Tyler's little sister and Reid's little sister had been in the front row watching the play. All I could do was pray now and call my big brother to talk me through my fear.
Well I survived, but the cop who helped me get out there didn't. I would be lying if I said I didn't have nightmares about it. I looked back and saw him go down and his eyes open with no life left in them. I haven't told anyone about my nightmares or remembering this. Dad and mom would probably want me to get counseling, and I definitely don't want to do that. I'll be fine in time. I don't need to talk my feelings out with some stranger.
Dad was out in Washington California when the shooting happened. Meeting the son he never even knew about. Blaine whose thirty-three. I swear him and Logan are twins. Though they definitely had different mothers. They look like my grandfather. My dad's dad. Dad came back the night of the shooting getting to use one of the Astor jets. Oh I forgot to mention my new big brother's mother is an Astor. One of the New York Astors. The next day our whole family minus my brother in law was on our way there. Along with the Williams family and Mackenzie family. With the Jennings brothers too. Oh and what was left of the 69'ers motorcycle club.
I got to meet Rade who I had started texting the day before. We've been together ever since. Of all people to put us together was my brother Logan's girl Angel. Logan wasn't happy about it at all, but I can see Angel has him wrapped around her little finger. Oh I know he's not totally backing off being a big brother, but at least he knows and likes Rade. Logan's been in Charming for a year where Rade is from.
Well our school was shut down cause of the shooting, and they will be tearing it down. Good Riddance I say! I'm living in Washington California now going to go to an outreach college that the Astors who are sons by the way now, are setting up. At the new High school they are having built for the Washington kids to go to. Rade and Raven his twin as well as Angel have to repeat their senior year since they never even really went last year. Their all wards of the state really with guardian's so they have no choice but to go till they are eighteen. I don't think it will be so bad for them. I'll be there in the same building basically. I can have lunch with Rade everyday if I wanted to. I think I heard Logan say he was going to take a couple of classes too. My brother Daniel is going to go here for his senior year. At least we will still be together instead of on opposite sides of the united states.
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Role Player
Username • Jessica Age • 52 Cbox/Discord • Angie How Long Have You RP'd? • Over eighteen years Comments • No How Did You Find Us? • Made the site with Cindie Any Other Characters • See Who Plays Who
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RPG Sample
Rayne sat away from the others somewhat. As it seemed like everyone was paired off but for him. Or they were with their friends. They’d been back from Sturgis for only a few days, and his dad, Rowdy, and Cain were throwing a bash at their place to try and take off some of the stress from what the trip had been. The Oklahoma boys and his dad, and Cain were taking turns getting up on the stage and singing. Oh and even Clyde had gotten up and sang. Their kids called out songs for them to sing, and they’d pick one from one of them. Of course his dad hadn’t asked him. It was mainly his baby brothers and once in a while Rafe or Ryder would yell out one.
Sturgis hadn’t really been any fun and he and his brothers had never gotten that tattoo that he designed. With all hell breaking loose everyone was on high alert the next week so his father and brothers had forgotten about it. He’d slept off and on that next week after what had happened to him. At least the stitches had gotten taken out finally so he didn’t have that discomfort. Though it still aches some, and Stephanie had said it probably would for some time as hard as he had been hit. It itched and bothered him, but he refrained from messing with it not wanting to get it infected as it was healing. The bruises were still there, but not as bad as they had been.
His dad’s attention today was either on Rosanna or his baby brothers most of the time. Feeling tired and left out he got up to head inside to his room. Rafe and Ryder’s attention was on their new found girlfriends. His gaze fell on Athena then who was talking to some of the other kids in the Jr Club, and there were a couple of guys that she was laughing and having fun with. He felt a pang in his heart, and weaved in and out of people to head inside. A stray tear ran down his cheek as he got inside, and he quickly brushed it away. He hissed in his breath at the pain when he had forgotten a moment about his wound. With a deep breath he headed up the stairs when he came up on them.
It wasn’t that much of a walk down the hallway to his room. The pounding of the music and the roar of the crowd outside was inside the house too, and it was giving him a headache. So all he wanted to do was lay down and take a nap. Opening his door a sound caught his attention. Looking up he gasped as there were a couple of guys in the room with their girls having fun on his bed as well as Simon’s bed. He gaped in shock for a few moments, before turning bright red not knowing what to do. He jumped when one of them yelled at him to get out. Quickly he ducked out his head pounding even more and realized then that he wasn’t alone upstairs as he saw others in the hallways too.
Looking up and down the hallways he noticed people going in and out of the theater rooms too. Walking down to his dad’s room he thought he might find some relief in there, but his dad must have locked his door. He tried Rowdy’s and Cain’s finding both of them locked. There was nowhere to go he realized, and he headed back down stairs trying not to cry. That wouldn’t look good in front of the sons around. There was a lot that he had no idea who they were. Including the ones that had been in his room having fun. Feeling lost and really left out he turned at the stairs and a drunk son knocked into him knocking him down. He saw stars when his head hit the corner of a baseboard. Laughter was heard, and then they ignored him. Sitting up he held his hand to his head, and when he pulled away there was blood on his head.
He cringed as his head was killing him even more now. Pulling himself up he hears something crash and shatter somewhere. His vision was a little blurry now, and he felt the blood trickling down his forehead. There had to be somewhere that he could go, and he thought of the garage. Making his way down that way he put the code into the door knowing it had been locked up for the party. His dad was taking any chances with his panhead with someone messing with it. Once the door shut behind him the sound was suddenly gone as the garage seemed to be soundproof. His ears were ringing though from the never ending sound from before.
With an unsteady breath he made his way over to his bike not even fighting the tears now. Sitting on it he laid his head down against the cool gas tank and the sobs came unable to stop them. He wasn’t feeling good at all, and when he lifted his head a while later there was a lot of blood on his bike. Had to be from where he had hit his head. A ride might help him feel better was his thoughts, and he got off pushing his bike out a side door, and around some bikes getting on his bike after making sure the garage was locked back up. If it wasn’t his dad, Rowdy, and Cain not to mention the others with bikes in there would kill him.
Starting his bike he rode down the driveway with the guards not even looking twice at him as there were sons and jr club members coming right and left. Tears were still streaming down his cheeks and there was still blood trickling down so his vision was still a bit blurred. Right now he didn’t care, he just had to get away, and hopefully clear his head. His dad and brothers as well as the others would probably never even notice he was gone. They were having too much fun. A while later he realized that the ride wasn’t helping, and he stopped not even knowing where he was. He hadn’t been this way yet. Only the other direction into town. The throbbing in his head was even worse, and all he wanted was his dad right now.
Turning his bike around he tried to wipe the tears away and the blood, but it wasn’t helping much. With a deep breath he headed back. With his vision obscured, he didn’t see the cloud of dust coming down a dirt road not far away. When he turned on the next road thinking he was going in the right direction the car came out of nowhere. Unable to stop he ran right into it, and he was suddenly flying through the air. The impact of hitting the road knocked him out.